Monday, June 29, 2009

MJ THE MVP!

I wanted to wait to post about his death. I must say people are pretending to act as if Mike was there fav singer which is a lie, till a couple days ago alot of people i knew wasnt even paying attention to mike. If anything they would be talking about him or picking at what he looks like etcc. then when he dies everyone have a fkn speech to speak on with him. Mike was one of the best entertainers in the business..I recall when i was younger i use to love the jacksons especially janet i have all her old albums and some of mikes. I was on my way to the airport when i heard it on the radio. Tears came to my eyes but it wasnt like my mother just died..
It is emotional till today its still heavy on my mind..things come soo unexpected like my mom says "expect the unexpected" but nobody would think he would die so suddenly, We all going to leave this earth ready or not..the thing is...where we going? I have to get stronger with god and realize that im getting older just like YOU!! and as time ticks we have to take every second for granted..This is a wake up call the to entertainers and people period. Leave a legacy, atleast a positive effect on people around you! Live everyday as if you wont live tomorrow. Lighten up stopp taking everything seriously..Smile every chance you can, Frown less hold your head up high and walk away from the problems just like mike. In conclusion..RIP MICHAEL JACKSON! you will be forever missed. =|

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

yeahhhh;

FOLLOW HIM!!!
HIS POSTS ARE ACTUALLY GOOOD!
YOU MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING ND SOME TIPS LOL

http://www.famousj.net/

TREY SONGZ; YUUUUUUP!

GIVE MY NIGGA HIS RESPECT!! NO HOMO BUT THIS NIGGA IS PAHHHPIN SINCE TREY FIRST DROP I STARTED DOWNLOADING ND BUYING HIS SHXT. PEOPLE DONT GIVE HIM THE CREDIT FOR THE THINGS HE BRINGS AND HARD WORK HE PUTS IN! LATELY HE BEEN WRITING COVERS (REMIXES TO THE ACTUAL SONG) AND MAKING THEM HIS, AND IT SOUNDS BETTER THEN THE ORIGINAL SONG!!!
THIS NIGGA FINNA BE ON SOME NEW THINGS SOON. AUG 4TH IM DEF GOING TO GET THE ALBUM AND IM GOING TO HIS CONCERT. AND TO BE HONEST I THINK HES THE HOTTEST MALE R&B SINGER OUT...THIS NIGGA RAP AND SING ON THE SAME SONG, THATS HARD. HANDS DOWN HIM AND DRAKE GOT THIS GAME ON LOCKKKK!


SOME OF HIS WEBSITES:

https://twitter.com/SongzYuuup
https://myspace.com/treysongz

nd i forgot the link to download his muzik
but you can see them all the time on..

https://digitaldripped.com


YEAHH YEAHH TAKE A LISTEN BIIIIITCH!!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

Alternatives

Soo as of the past 4 weeks ive been stressing about switchings schools or maybe my major. I attend USC (University of Southern California). And i love it dont get it twisted USC has been my all-time fav school for a long time since 8th grade. BUT, im considering UCLA because..they have better programs. Since my parents are paying me to go to college and..paying for it, I have to deal with there LAST say so which is bullshit because they dont live in California! Soo im like wthh how would you know? Its a lil stressful even though im off for the summer. Also the basketball team is weaker than USC soo i might have to back-step a sec to re-think. I want to start my music engineer training soon... =X its not comming fast enough, i was looking at some people who has like (open-studio) where you go for sessions and learn or record YOUR choice, cuz you paying lol. Cali is BIG on music since everyone wants to do a jerking song or two, and want a catchy beat. i can easy produce that. Since i do music and sometimes create my own beats. IDK, you make plenty $$$ with that also.

In addition =O , Me and my (???) gf i guess you can say, where talking but i wouldnt really consider it as a relationship just because our heads arent together i feel like im SHAQ and shes a 5th grader (height wise!)..Like how i would say something and she wont speak up i guess because she dont want to see how i react, thats BS but you knw how girls are (rolls eyes) lol. I'm having hella doubts, like if we should take a break, Talk things over, try it again later, become friends w/ benifits. ughhhhhhhh FUCKKKKKK! iDONT know. HELP ME OUT BLOGGAS!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Charm Fools!

charm school with ricki lake Pictures, Images and Photos

Oookay this season is to a whole nother level! every girl even my lil crush risky has some serious issues. last night episode was retarted. Baybaybay gave up her spot to let K O lying ass stay to try to help change her. Risky crying for no reason i guess because she said shes scared to let her feelings show? some ish like that. and they have a drunk, a criminal, a deciver, stripper X10 all in one house lmao bxtches has serious problems ESPECIALLY bubbles! haha i love her tho she makes me laugh, Shes smart she just dont really show it. I think K O want people to feel pitty for her, Risky just wants the $$$. BayBayBay just want to be seen as the GOOD ONE! Ashley- wants the $$$, and shes a asshole, Bubbles is just taking up space i have no clue what she wants or if shes ever gonna change. and Brittanya just need the $$$ in case she gets locked up lmao! Marcia just....(blank stare) she dont even know what she wants. Lala is barely there she only arrives when the action pops off lol i dont blame her. Ricki is blind AF. and that one dude that i dont care about ...yeah he just wanna have a good laugh. its funny tho i look forward to next week to see whats poppin.

Monday, June 15, 2009

My ex and I ?

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I love her i do, thats very true
however its like we visted heaven and hell so many times. We made it very clear that we wont be able to be a family one day B U T, we are closer than ANY of my friends and some of my fam , she know what i think or e x a c t l y what i want to do.
she actually study my everyday habits when im going to wake up. i love her and i know she loves me its simple i care about her. We had our fights and fanticies what we going to do in 5 yrs and how we going to celebrate our 30th aniversery lol. In the end i still love her and shes still a part of me. i caint deny. Im no longer in love with her but i am in love with the way she is and how she embraces me. No other female takes that place.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Disheartened , Discontinued

Sighh..
i hate everything right now as much as i want to be happy i caint.
i feel like crying and standing in front of a car. I know
everyone have there days. Why do mines feel like years?
this entire week has been stressful AF! i caint talk to my mom
because she pissed at me, for something completely dumb. (i rather
not share) and its like she caint forgive. How do you rebuild
trust with parents. I know it takes time but they treatin ah
nigga like a step child. Im starting not to care, back to my
IDGAF about uuuuuuuu's not to be mean nore disrespectful
but i want everyone to know how i feel. Im finding myself
writing more music since the mic is about the only thing that
understands me. I feel that im finding myself through my music
Im completely confused WHO FUCKING CARES??? even tho i do, i really
dont. This shit happends soo much till i expect it sooner or later
i was watching the hills the other night and i was seeing how
Lauren was trying to get back with her bff well not really
but that was their first time really talking in a few months
and how she felt a heavy depression and made her weaken
sumwhat of what i feel like it really made me realize
that everyone has problems even reality stars lol at the end
of the day i know its just learning from mistakes and making
progress. Never ask the sorce whats wrong? ...you have to look
deeper. A car dosent know how its a car, only the Manufacturers
knows, i guess thats the way it is with god and our problems.
. i know it sounds weird but hopefully someday we will all
lettit clickkk in...till nxt time, IDGAF pff.

my peeps.