Wednesday, August 26, 2009
PITTY THE FOOL !
Damn ive been MIA for a longass time. And i apoligize bloggers. Just busy, and been through alot hopefully ill be able to post everything and explain why. Sooo if your not following me on twitter (the new addiction 17+) http://twitter.com/CamRon_Cabrera ! You might have been noticing some strange behavior been outlandish and NOT ME. However ..it is. Dont let my looks fool you, ive been going through some tough things. And ive had people who been yelling at me and "caring" and i appreciate everything everyone is doing for me. But its MY situation and I have to FIX everything myself, and i know im the type to learn things the hard way. And i can divulge that it is true, and i dont complain for that. I really think i learn better that way. Call me crazy . but i just dont like things easy execpt LIFE! and thats NEVER easy. Ive had everyone i knew turn on me in the matter of 3 weeks. And it was unquestionably hard. Ive came to thougts ive never pondered about in my life, i was afraid i was lonely i was annoyed and hurt and most of all things..betrayed. Felt lied to felt that nobody gave a fuck about what i had to say less knowing what i had left to prove. And i bow to all the people who had to Tolerate with my wild behavior and hurtful words. It was from my heart but by all means the inteniton was JUST for them to feel where im comming from. Had long talks with all the loves in my life and everyone had a story to tell..it did made me feel that im NOT the only ONE who goes through a situation like that. But in the back of my head its like ..wthell did i do to deserve it ? made me hate myself nd others, i had to fall down on my knees and pray for GOD to open my heart and remove the situation ..atleast fasssstfowardd! but every night / morning the situation was still slapped in my face. I know i have flaws about my life..And i know everyone is not gonna agree on everything i do ..and thats coool. I dont want nor expect it. But i hate being judged from that..Alot of girls would NOT talk to me at all because they say im a PRETTYBOY! which is cool. but when you start saying how were no good blah blah blah then theres a problem. I love the way i am, and you have to respect that. I mean i do club and party sporadically and im young wthfuck you exxpect? all the adults i know of my family party'd , had sex the usual as young adults do. Just dosent make sense why people have to go 10X harder on my life i know right from wrong and im almost 20 years old i think i have common sense to do the RIGHT thing and stay far from left. Ive decided to take a 4month break from modeling..AGAIN! its getting to be out of hand the traveling, requirements , the business men the whole shabang. I dont wanna fall out of love with modeling so i try to take as many breaks indispensable and focus more on studying and enjoying life since its going by soo fassssst. Yall remember my EX ? well um , shes doing just fine..i talked to her 2 days ago and shes on the rise to fame and success . even tho i think shes already there, she was just in a new video, i forgot the rapper name btw . and we def had a long talk and everything that she was saying made sense. She arranged for me to come fly to New Jersey to come see her on her video / promo shoot. And im supportive of her and shes like a super close friend to me now , viewed as a sister. But since im on lockDOWN. here in the "A" its pretty impossible, and now i know shes gonna be on my head cus she thinks imma flake out on her..so not the case. So i gotta deal with her now , on top of trying to get my future "gf" to see that i like her very much and im not like other dudes etc. yall know the whole thing lol. Otherwise life is good, and so am i . :)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Washington KKOL - 1300 AM radio - interview with Diane Kieeth
Today i spent the day talking with Mrs. Diane Kieeth. If you stay in west seattle washington you might of heard her early in the morning on KKOL - 1300 AM radio station ? However shes a really talented , intellegent person. We was talking longer than the interview which took about an hour lol. She gave me her number and everything, we chit - chatted , talked about business and some personal things. She opened my eyes on alot of things. She couldnt do me on air because im not a " celeb " and she already had people booked , smh. but uhhh she had my nigga J.COLE in the building i met him it was def a moment for me lol. check the interview out !
WASHINGTON KKOL - 1300 RADIO INTERVIEW :
DIANE : how you got started in the business.
CAM'RON : WELL IT STARTED WHEN I WAS 10YRS OLD I WAS AND HEAVY ADDICT ON MODELING AND TAKING PICS. MY DAD WAS A MODEL/PHOTOGRAPHER AND I WOULD SEE HIM ALWAYS IMITATING A "PRETTYBOY" KINDA ACT. HE ALWAYS HAD CAMERAS , MAGAZINES AND I STARTED PICKING THEM UP AND CALL MYSELF BEING JUST LIKE THEM IN MY BEDROOM ,ALWAYS HAD A BIG EGO ESPECIALLY ABOUT MY LOOKS (laughs) AND AS I GOT OLDER IT BECAME A PART OF ME. IT WAS NO LONGER A HOBBY MORE LIKE A JOB.
DIANE: What are the current projects your working on ?
CAM'RON : IM IN THE PROCESS OF ACTUALLY STARTING A STREET TEAM. DUE TO THE FACT I DANCE AND DRAG RACE. I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE IN MY AREA THAT ARE TRUE TALENTED PEOPLE IN THOSE AREAS SO IM CREATING A WORKPLACE TO PRACTICE , THROW SHOWS ETC. TO GET THEM NOTICED AND HELP THEM OUT. IN HE FUTURE TAKE DANCING AND RACING TO A WHOLE DIFFERENT LEVEL. IM ALSO STARTING TO TAKE ACTING CLASS'S IN LATE SEPTEMBER. IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTO IT BUT NEVER THOUGHT THAT ILL MAKE IT. I GUESS WE WILL FIND OUT HUH ? (laughs)
DIANE : (laughs) Yeah i guess ill see you in Hollywood. What about that love life of yours? I know you got atleast some sidelines or more (laughs)
CAM'RON : WELL I REALLY DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AT THE MOMENT. I BROKE UP WITH MY EX ABOUT 6 MONTHS AGO AND SINCE THEN IVE BEEN ENJOYING A SINGLE LIFE, CANT SAY THIS IS WHERE I WANNA BE 30 YRS FROM NOW. BUT AT A YOUNG AGE IM STILL LEARNING CAM'RON AND I CANT EXPECT A LADY TO COME IN AND KNOW ME AUTOMATICALLY. LOVE IS A FOUR LETTER WORD THAT PEOPLE USE SO LOOSELY THESE DAYS TILL I DONT KNOW WHO'S TELLING THE TRUTH. THINGS AREN'T LIKE THEY USE TO BE WHEN YOU TOLD A GIRL YOU LOVED THEM AND THAT ALONE MEANT SO MUCH TO THE TWO OF YOU. SO IM JUST WAITING TO MAKE A MOVE ON THE GIRL I THINK IS PERFECTION IN MY EYES.
DIANE : Thats true, So what happened to your ex exactly, or you talking to other girls ? like keeping your options open?
CAMRON: OHH GOSH. (laughs) WELL MY EX IS A FAMOUS VIDEO MODEL SHE DONE VIDEOS FOR ALOT OF HOT ARTISTS THAT ARE OUT THERE FROM RICK ROSS , THE DREAM , DJ UNK , ROMEO , PHARRELL AND OTHERS.. AND SHE WAS ALWAYS BUSY AND I WAS TO. WE WAS BARELY SEEING EACHOTHER AND WE LOST SIGHT OF WHAT WE WAS TOGETHER FOR. WHEN WE WAS TOGETHER WE WAS SO STRUNG OUT ON WHAT WE WANT IN LIFE TILL THATS ALL WE DISCUSS. DON'T GET IT TWISTED WE HAD FUN TIMES , HARD TIMES , SEX TIME LIKE ALL COUPLES BUT WE WAS MORE LIKE BUSINESS PEOPLE THAN LOVERS. IT DIDN'T WORK AFTER A WHILE I WOULD GET JEALOUS OF HER ALWAYS BEING WITH DUDES GOING OUT AT CELEBS PARTIES AND STUFF WHERE I COULDN'T TAKE IT. WE WAS TOGETHER FOR 2YRS AND ACTUALLY NEXT MONTH IT WOULD HAVE BEEN 3. BUT THINGS HAPPEN WE STILL TALK , CHILL WERE LIKE BEST FRIENDS. AND NO IM NOT TALKING TO ANYONE RIGHT NOW. I DON'T BELIEVE IN KEEPING OPTIONS OPEN, IT DOESN'T MAKE PERFECT SENSE TO ME.
DIANE : HOWS YOUR BELIFES AND RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD ?
CAM'RON: WELL BEING MIXED WITH INDIAN , DOMINICAN MY BELIEFS ARE DIFFERENT THEN MOST PEOPLE I CHILL WITH. FOR INSTINCE WHEN A MAN GETS MARRIED THE WIFE WILL NOT WORK. WE BELIEVE THAT THE MAN MUST PROVIDE FOR THE ENTIRE FAMILY AND NOT JUST FOR SELF. WE PUT THE FOOD ON THE TABLE BRING HOME THAT CHEDDAR BACON (laughs) BUT THE ONLY TIME A WOMAN WORK IS WHEN SHE HAS HER OWN ESTABLISHMENT. SO MY MOTHER SPENT HER TIME GOING TO SCHOOL. WHICH IS SMART AND SHE HAS THE HIGHEST DEGREE AND IM PROUD OF HER. SHES NOW A LAWYER AND MAKE GOOD MONEY SHE GAVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO NEVER QUIT SCHOOL. MY REALATION SHIP WITH GOD IS WONDERFUL I TALK DAILY WITH HIM , PRAY TO HIM AND AND MAKE SURE THAT I LET HIM KNOW THAT MY LIFE IS IN HIS HANDS. NOW I CAINT SAY THAT IM A COMPLETE CHRISTIAN BECAUSE MENTALY IM NOT READY YET BUT I FEEL THAT HE INST RUSHING ME , HE KNOWS WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.
DIANE : Yes i understand. Who are your music influences right now?
CAM'RON : (laughs) WELL ITS DEFENITELY NOT ANYONE IN CALIFORNIA. THE MUSIC IS NOT THE BUSINESS. NO DISRESPECT BUT I JUST DONT FEEL IT. I THINK THE MOST PEOPLE I LISTEN TO NOW IS KANYE WEST , TREY SONGZ , DRAKE , TI , YOUNG JEEZY , THE DREAM , JAY-Z , J.COLE, OMARION AND A LIL MORE..THESE PEOPLE ARE TRUE MUSICIANS. THEY ACTUALLY LIVE WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT WELL I DONT KNOW ABOUT DRAKE (laughs) BUT HE GO HARD. AND YOU CANT TAKE NOTHING AWAY FROM NONE OF THESE GUYS. MUSIC ISNT THE SAME ANYMORE, WE GOT MORE MYSPACE RAPPERS THAN IN THE INDUSTRY (laughs) EVERYONE WANNA DO MUSIC AND THEY CAINT ITS SIMPLE. JUST LIKE EVERYONE CAINT MODEL OR SING. IM NOT JUDGING BUT EVERYONE CAINT EXPECT TO WIN GRAMMYS THAT SHIT IS IMPOSSIBLE. IN THE SOUTH WE TALK ABOUT GETTING ASS OUR WHIPS AND MONEY AND SELLING DOPE. IN THE NORTH WE TALK ABOUT GANGS AND BLOWING MONEY AND WHO BLOCK IS THE HARDEST. IN THE WEST WE TALK ABOUT CLOTHES, MONEY , DRUGS AND JERKING . SO IT ALL RECYCLE.
DIANE: I know your young but how do you feel about the young teens today?
CAM'RON : OH MAN, ITS SO MUCH TO DISCUSS ON THIS TOPIC. I FEEL LIKE TEENS 18 AND UNDER TRY TO BE SO MUCH LIKE THESE RAPPERS TODAY AND I DONT FAULT THE RAPPERS I FAULT THE PARENTS, RESPECT LOYALTY HONESTY ALL THAT STUFF STARTS FROM THE HOUSEHOLD THE CHILD IS RAISED UP IN. KIDS / TEENS ARE EASILY PERSUADED THERE FOLLOWERS ONE WEAR BLACK AND WHITE ALL WHERE IT. JUST TO FIT IN OR FEEL ACCEPTED OR COOL LIKE THE OTHERS NOT REALIZING THERE COOL JUST BECAUSE THERE BEING THERE SELF. PARENTS DONT HAVE "THE TALK" LIKE I USE TO RECIEVE ABOUT THE GIRLS , DRUGS ETC. SEX IS ALL TEENS FOCUS ON OR MONEY. SEX ISNT EVERYTHING NOT SAYING WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I DIDNT HAVE SEX BUT NOW I LOOK BACK AND I REALIZE WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN OR WHAT DAMAGE I COULD HAVE CAUSED. ITS IMPORTANT TO WAIT ITS IMPORTANT TO GET TESTED FREQUENTLY DONT LET YOUR PRIDE MAKE YOU IGNORANT AND FOOLISH PLAY SMART BE SMART. YOU DONT HAVE TO PROVE YOURSELF TO ANYOTHER HUMAN THAN THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED MAKE YOU AND WHO TAKE CARE OF YOU. AND THATS SOMETHING I REMIND MYSELF OF EVERYDAY AND IM GRATEFUL.
it was more to this interview but she didn't post it on her site =/
hopefully she will update it..
WASHINGTON KKOL - 1300 RADIO INTERVIEW :
DIANE : how you got started in the business.
CAM'RON : WELL IT STARTED WHEN I WAS 10YRS OLD I WAS AND HEAVY ADDICT ON MODELING AND TAKING PICS. MY DAD WAS A MODEL/PHOTOGRAPHER AND I WOULD SEE HIM ALWAYS IMITATING A "PRETTYBOY" KINDA ACT. HE ALWAYS HAD CAMERAS , MAGAZINES AND I STARTED PICKING THEM UP AND CALL MYSELF BEING JUST LIKE THEM IN MY BEDROOM ,ALWAYS HAD A BIG EGO ESPECIALLY ABOUT MY LOOKS (laughs) AND AS I GOT OLDER IT BECAME A PART OF ME. IT WAS NO LONGER A HOBBY MORE LIKE A JOB.
DIANE: What are the current projects your working on ?
CAM'RON : IM IN THE PROCESS OF ACTUALLY STARTING A STREET TEAM. DUE TO THE FACT I DANCE AND DRAG RACE. I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE IN MY AREA THAT ARE TRUE TALENTED PEOPLE IN THOSE AREAS SO IM CREATING A WORKPLACE TO PRACTICE , THROW SHOWS ETC. TO GET THEM NOTICED AND HELP THEM OUT. IN HE FUTURE TAKE DANCING AND RACING TO A WHOLE DIFFERENT LEVEL. IM ALSO STARTING TO TAKE ACTING CLASS'S IN LATE SEPTEMBER. IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTO IT BUT NEVER THOUGHT THAT ILL MAKE IT. I GUESS WE WILL FIND OUT HUH ? (laughs)
DIANE : (laughs) Yeah i guess ill see you in Hollywood. What about that love life of yours? I know you got atleast some sidelines or more (laughs)
CAM'RON : WELL I REALLY DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AT THE MOMENT. I BROKE UP WITH MY EX ABOUT 6 MONTHS AGO AND SINCE THEN IVE BEEN ENJOYING A SINGLE LIFE, CANT SAY THIS IS WHERE I WANNA BE 30 YRS FROM NOW. BUT AT A YOUNG AGE IM STILL LEARNING CAM'RON AND I CANT EXPECT A LADY TO COME IN AND KNOW ME AUTOMATICALLY. LOVE IS A FOUR LETTER WORD THAT PEOPLE USE SO LOOSELY THESE DAYS TILL I DONT KNOW WHO'S TELLING THE TRUTH. THINGS AREN'T LIKE THEY USE TO BE WHEN YOU TOLD A GIRL YOU LOVED THEM AND THAT ALONE MEANT SO MUCH TO THE TWO OF YOU. SO IM JUST WAITING TO MAKE A MOVE ON THE GIRL I THINK IS PERFECTION IN MY EYES.
DIANE : Thats true, So what happened to your ex exactly, or you talking to other girls ? like keeping your options open?
CAMRON: OHH GOSH. (laughs) WELL MY EX IS A FAMOUS VIDEO MODEL SHE DONE VIDEOS FOR ALOT OF HOT ARTISTS THAT ARE OUT THERE FROM RICK ROSS , THE DREAM , DJ UNK , ROMEO , PHARRELL AND OTHERS.. AND SHE WAS ALWAYS BUSY AND I WAS TO. WE WAS BARELY SEEING EACHOTHER AND WE LOST SIGHT OF WHAT WE WAS TOGETHER FOR. WHEN WE WAS TOGETHER WE WAS SO STRUNG OUT ON WHAT WE WANT IN LIFE TILL THATS ALL WE DISCUSS. DON'T GET IT TWISTED WE HAD FUN TIMES , HARD TIMES , SEX TIME LIKE ALL COUPLES BUT WE WAS MORE LIKE BUSINESS PEOPLE THAN LOVERS. IT DIDN'T WORK AFTER A WHILE I WOULD GET JEALOUS OF HER ALWAYS BEING WITH DUDES GOING OUT AT CELEBS PARTIES AND STUFF WHERE I COULDN'T TAKE IT. WE WAS TOGETHER FOR 2YRS AND ACTUALLY NEXT MONTH IT WOULD HAVE BEEN 3. BUT THINGS HAPPEN WE STILL TALK , CHILL WERE LIKE BEST FRIENDS. AND NO IM NOT TALKING TO ANYONE RIGHT NOW. I DON'T BELIEVE IN KEEPING OPTIONS OPEN, IT DOESN'T MAKE PERFECT SENSE TO ME.
DIANE : HOWS YOUR BELIFES AND RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD ?
CAM'RON: WELL BEING MIXED WITH INDIAN , DOMINICAN MY BELIEFS ARE DIFFERENT THEN MOST PEOPLE I CHILL WITH. FOR INSTINCE WHEN A MAN GETS MARRIED THE WIFE WILL NOT WORK. WE BELIEVE THAT THE MAN MUST PROVIDE FOR THE ENTIRE FAMILY AND NOT JUST FOR SELF. WE PUT THE FOOD ON THE TABLE BRING HOME THAT CHEDDAR BACON (laughs) BUT THE ONLY TIME A WOMAN WORK IS WHEN SHE HAS HER OWN ESTABLISHMENT. SO MY MOTHER SPENT HER TIME GOING TO SCHOOL. WHICH IS SMART AND SHE HAS THE HIGHEST DEGREE AND IM PROUD OF HER. SHES NOW A LAWYER AND MAKE GOOD MONEY SHE GAVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO NEVER QUIT SCHOOL. MY REALATION SHIP WITH GOD IS WONDERFUL I TALK DAILY WITH HIM , PRAY TO HIM AND AND MAKE SURE THAT I LET HIM KNOW THAT MY LIFE IS IN HIS HANDS. NOW I CAINT SAY THAT IM A COMPLETE CHRISTIAN BECAUSE MENTALY IM NOT READY YET BUT I FEEL THAT HE INST RUSHING ME , HE KNOWS WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.
DIANE : Yes i understand. Who are your music influences right now?
CAM'RON : (laughs) WELL ITS DEFENITELY NOT ANYONE IN CALIFORNIA. THE MUSIC IS NOT THE BUSINESS. NO DISRESPECT BUT I JUST DONT FEEL IT. I THINK THE MOST PEOPLE I LISTEN TO NOW IS KANYE WEST , TREY SONGZ , DRAKE , TI , YOUNG JEEZY , THE DREAM , JAY-Z , J.COLE, OMARION AND A LIL MORE..THESE PEOPLE ARE TRUE MUSICIANS. THEY ACTUALLY LIVE WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT WELL I DONT KNOW ABOUT DRAKE (laughs) BUT HE GO HARD. AND YOU CANT TAKE NOTHING AWAY FROM NONE OF THESE GUYS. MUSIC ISNT THE SAME ANYMORE, WE GOT MORE MYSPACE RAPPERS THAN IN THE INDUSTRY (laughs) EVERYONE WANNA DO MUSIC AND THEY CAINT ITS SIMPLE. JUST LIKE EVERYONE CAINT MODEL OR SING. IM NOT JUDGING BUT EVERYONE CAINT EXPECT TO WIN GRAMMYS THAT SHIT IS IMPOSSIBLE. IN THE SOUTH WE TALK ABOUT GETTING ASS OUR WHIPS AND MONEY AND SELLING DOPE. IN THE NORTH WE TALK ABOUT GANGS AND BLOWING MONEY AND WHO BLOCK IS THE HARDEST. IN THE WEST WE TALK ABOUT CLOTHES, MONEY , DRUGS AND JERKING . SO IT ALL RECYCLE.
DIANE: I know your young but how do you feel about the young teens today?
CAM'RON : OH MAN, ITS SO MUCH TO DISCUSS ON THIS TOPIC. I FEEL LIKE TEENS 18 AND UNDER TRY TO BE SO MUCH LIKE THESE RAPPERS TODAY AND I DONT FAULT THE RAPPERS I FAULT THE PARENTS, RESPECT LOYALTY HONESTY ALL THAT STUFF STARTS FROM THE HOUSEHOLD THE CHILD IS RAISED UP IN. KIDS / TEENS ARE EASILY PERSUADED THERE FOLLOWERS ONE WEAR BLACK AND WHITE ALL WHERE IT. JUST TO FIT IN OR FEEL ACCEPTED OR COOL LIKE THE OTHERS NOT REALIZING THERE COOL JUST BECAUSE THERE BEING THERE SELF. PARENTS DONT HAVE "THE TALK" LIKE I USE TO RECIEVE ABOUT THE GIRLS , DRUGS ETC. SEX IS ALL TEENS FOCUS ON OR MONEY. SEX ISNT EVERYTHING NOT SAYING WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I DIDNT HAVE SEX BUT NOW I LOOK BACK AND I REALIZE WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN OR WHAT DAMAGE I COULD HAVE CAUSED. ITS IMPORTANT TO WAIT ITS IMPORTANT TO GET TESTED FREQUENTLY DONT LET YOUR PRIDE MAKE YOU IGNORANT AND FOOLISH PLAY SMART BE SMART. YOU DONT HAVE TO PROVE YOURSELF TO ANYOTHER HUMAN THAN THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED MAKE YOU AND WHO TAKE CARE OF YOU. AND THATS SOMETHING I REMIND MYSELF OF EVERYDAY AND IM GRATEFUL.
it was more to this interview but she didn't post it on her site =/
hopefully she will update it..
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