Women && Relationships!

Okay. so i have alot of imput on this topic. Its real heavy on my
mind, Because i just got off the phone with a close friend of mines.
And she was telling me about her past relationships and her current
boyfriend. And to make it clear shes been through hell and back.
From Abusive relationships to, dealing with drugs for her lover.
And i respect her for that even though the drugs arent a postive
influence for her the fact is shes doing for her man &nd because
she loves him. so i caint judge. For a moment i had to step outside
myself and how i handle situations and look at it from her P.O.V
shes tight shes beautiful, shes talented thats what makes me upset
because she rather let herself down then to let him go?
I have too many questions for a woman mind. Why they think negative
of guys and then when things go wrong they compare you to previous
guys idk.
I have a lady that you can say im crushin on =) lol. btw
shes awwwsoomee! soo bomb! i call her Ms.Bombita! [dnt jocc]
lolz. Shes different she dosent throw herself at me shes not
stuck up very laid back down for anything i really like her man
and i dont wanna let it get into the way. she knows i like her
and when the time come for me to make the next move i will make
it. i dont wanna rush, not trying to scare her awayy but its just
things she needs to know. We have discussed this numerous times
and i think she knows im serious, well she admitted she likes me
more, but still think its on a friendship level. and its cool,
im not trying to wife her up in a hurry. However i dont want her
to slip away. Its tough when you try to make a move but do it at
the right time and a proper way. These days niggas dont care how
they approach you or make a impression. I wanna do it in a unique
way or style, In a different saying and meaning. ya know
switch the game up lol. she has me going i can admit and im starting
to get ah lil addicted lol. but haay shes worth it.
she Knows who she is ily Brii =)

Assumptions;

I hate when people assume things.
for the past Week or so my friends,
parents, teachers, manager been
assuming my life and wtf i should do
i appreciate there love and support
but just it isnt need at this time
everyone knows what Cam'Ron needs to do
but what gets me is they assume imma
fail at it or not going to be able to
complete whatever it is i have set in
plan. smh. Like i was thinking about
another major like photography since
im always buying magazines and lookin
at websites of pics etcc. And besides
im used to the camera anyways. Suddenly
ppl started making judgements [thats gay,
you wont make $$. thats not a good career]
WTF!! shit makes me pissed. like i dont
need them to tell me whats good or not
i just need them to be supportive. or
dont say shit at all. Now that they got
my head blowed up of the silly things they
say im second thinking of what i might
change it too. i have a list of things i like

1. Business Management.
2. Advertising./ marketing
3. RealEstate.
4. Lawyer/ law Enforcement.
5. Video/Music producer

thats just some of the intrests. idk
i have no clue im loosing it..

Slacked!

I feel bad.
i havent been blogggin lately soo imma
spend ah while updating you on whats
been poppin wit me and its quite a bit
i can say...