It is what it is..

I need to blog about this, just because the simple fact that i dont feel like bringing this convo up to the person that needs to hear it..And i dont really want to discuss it with family or friends. Back to the girl that im like high over hills with..-stares-..

Yeah well i kind of gave her a hint the other day that i liked her, or wanted to take it to another level. Me personally i think that its a good time we know eachother annnd we been talking for about 6-7mnths. And i caint help the fact that i like her and i think she knows it. Shes taking advantage huh? I want to say "FUCK THAT, ITS W.E." You know the whole faze niggas say to TRY to get over a girl or the block they put on from getting b l a s t e d !!! on. Wellll i think about her more than i used to, i care for her more just everything growing with ME idk about her because she NEVER exxplains how she feels. And i know how she feels, i know that she wants a MAN, someone to make her feel complete and i want her to tell me exactlyy WHY i cannot do that? i keep asking myself these "silly" type of questions when i should know, but is it really THAT hardd to see? Am i not attractive? smh i just dont know i really just want to move on but if i do, my heart wont be into a relationship completely because ill will still think of HER and i dont really want to..Never been in a situation like this, im used to girls comming to me nd us taking it from there...so i dont really know whats the BEST path to take on this situation i dont want to front and just blow it OFFFF. I just....awl w.e it is what it is....FOR NOW.