UPGRADE!!!!

OKAY damn i havent wrote a blog in a min lol.
im sorry and i promise to continue! ive been
here and there..but not EVERYWHERE!
i was beggining to become addicted to blogging =)
Btw. i was thinking about doing video blogs or sum
I want to ask anyone who is reading this...
WHAT IS UP WITH TWITTER AND FACEBOOK?
im thinking about doing it but im not sure yet..
hate to create something then destroy it ...

Women && Relationships!

Okay. so i have alot of imput on this topic. Its real heavy on my
mind, Because i just got off the phone with a close friend of mines.
And she was telling me about her past relationships and her current
boyfriend. And to make it clear shes been through hell and back.
From Abusive relationships to, dealing with drugs for her lover.
And i respect her for that even though the drugs arent a postive
influence for her the fact is shes doing for her man &nd because
she loves him. so i caint judge. For a moment i had to step outside
myself and how i handle situations and look at it from her P.O.V
shes tight shes beautiful, shes talented thats what makes me upset
because she rather let herself down then to let him go?
I have too many questions for a woman mind. Why they think negative
of guys and then when things go wrong they compare you to previous
guys idk.
I have a lady that you can say im crushin on =) lol. btw
shes awwwsoomee! soo bomb! i call her Ms.Bombita! [dnt jocc]
lolz. Shes different she dosent throw herself at me shes not
stuck up very laid back down for anything i really like her man
and i dont wanna let it get into the way. she knows i like her
and when the time come for me to make the next move i will make
it. i dont wanna rush, not trying to scare her awayy but its just
things she needs to know. We have discussed this numerous times
and i think she knows im serious, well she admitted she likes me
more, but still think its on a friendship level. and its cool,
im not trying to wife her up in a hurry. However i dont want her
to slip away. Its tough when you try to make a move but do it at
the right time and a proper way. These days niggas dont care how
they approach you or make a impression. I wanna do it in a unique
way or style, In a different saying and meaning. ya know
switch the game up lol. she has me going i can admit and im starting
to get ah lil addicted lol. but haay shes worth it.
she Knows who she is ily Brii =)

Assumptions;

I hate when people assume things.
for the past Week or so my friends,
parents, teachers, manager been
assuming my life and wtf i should do
i appreciate there love and support
but just it isnt need at this time
everyone knows what Cam'Ron needs to do
but what gets me is they assume imma
fail at it or not going to be able to
complete whatever it is i have set in
plan. smh. Like i was thinking about
another major like photography since
im always buying magazines and lookin
at websites of pics etcc. And besides
im used to the camera anyways. Suddenly
ppl started making judgements [thats gay,
you wont make $$. thats not a good career]
WTF!! shit makes me pissed. like i dont
need them to tell me whats good or not
i just need them to be supportive. or
dont say shit at all. Now that they got
my head blowed up of the silly things they
say im second thinking of what i might
change it too. i have a list of things i like

1. Business Management.
2. Advertising./ marketing
3. RealEstate.
4. Lawyer/ law Enforcement.
5. Video/Music producer

thats just some of the intrests. idk
i have no clue im loosing it..

Slacked!

I feel bad.
i havent been blogggin lately soo imma
spend ah while updating you on whats
been poppin wit me and its quite a bit
i can say...

WTF; Bowwow vs. Soulja Boy

Ummmm; what the hell?

These niggas are young wtf they know about beef?
neither one of em hot and poppin soo how about
they chill and make a callabo and sell some records
sit and chill..spend that $$$ they trynna hold lol
recently soulja boy said somethin dirty about nas
And bowwow desides to take up for nas..sooooo
he makes a diss record and soulja boy said
"bowow your career is over" LMAO. well
soulja boy's never started...i havent liked that
nigga since..never. he make music for 13yr olds
lol; listen to his lyrics they never make sense
and its never discussing anything smhh.


Bowwow- okay bowwow has a lil credit cuz he been
in the game for a min..but ppl ony like him cuz of
his looks, NOT. of music..nigga lame too! lmaoo
wtf iz a marco polo? idk but i think this shit
iz maddd dumb. do money make you dumb?

Life Itself.

I dont know where to start. its like...
im stuck on this rollercoaster i swear.
while i was in New York recently.
I was confronted about my race from
several ppl. first let me say im cool
with Everyone. im not racist and i dont
judge people from skin to looks etcc.
well...this lade that model with me
decides to call me out on my race
in front of everyone! She assumes
that im Puerto Rican, not that being
puerto rican is bad but she made it
seem like because of my race i shouldnt
be modeling! OMG.


Im Black, Indian, Italian and Dominican!
nooo where puerto rican btw she looks
at me like im hurting or waddever?
which mad me upset like WTF does my race
has to do with you? smhh; Later my
brother calls, okay back home [ATL]
i have a studio at my parents house...
which i left in charqe for my bro's to
take over..well he decides to sell
some of the things that I bought with
my own $$$! i was ULTRA pissed like
how the fuck can you sell something
you didnt buy? idkk i swearr...
somethin told me to go ahead and
pack my things with me.


Meanwhile; im dealing with this
friend situation..i have a homie
that is l a z y; to the MAXX.
he dosent do shit period! hes NOT in school
dosent have a job..and just barely a place
to lay his head..what kind of man is that?
muhfukka iz 21 years old. soo me beinq
supportive i help him out..tries to get
him a job etcc. but he have the nerve to
tell me im greedy and im all for myself.
i felt like knockin his ass out but.....
i decide to let it slidee..hes really
annoying me now to the point where hes
not even considered a friend of mines.

BTW ITS MORE' IM SLEEPY lol goodnite!

Chris Brown The Womanbeater!

MEGGA RESPECT LOSS!!!

smhh this nigga had the nerve to hit rihanna, its soo sadd.
how can you hit a woman on purpose? isnt like he didnt
or they was playing and he just hit her a lil to hardd..
i ALWAYS said that chris wanna be a lil gansta or like
the rest. since run it frm wayy back wen..

Now to be honest i was a HUGE fan of cbreezy because
i danced off his music and it was clean..
but im not supporting this lil nigga anymore
i hate women beaters and thats exactly what he is
shit is NOT cool.

As for rihanna my heart goes out for her, now niggas
gonna be like "ohh she got her ass beat" like they
talking now..i know shes heartbroken and disgusted
with Chris i would be too! they were my little cute
couple because i liked dem both [no homo]

Hopefully chris straighen up his act and regain
his trust, respect, errthang that he wasted the
past 5-6yrs on just for hitting one of the
most famous women that he was blessed to have..

I WAS SOOO TERRIFIED! when i saw this on the news
cuz i knew they was suppose to be at the grammys
but rihanna & chris not at a award show? i then
knew something was wrong i was like awwl they
prolly at a hotel down the street making out LMAO!

smhh niggas like him make it hardd for niggas like
me lmao!